[He puts the back of his hand near his mouth, silently shaking his head for a few seconds.]

It's been nearly a week since I've left my cabin for any reason other than food, showering, or exercise. I'm not -- I'm having a bit of a crisis. Already. As it is. Without any of this Mirror Barge...nonsense.

Jack's been practically living over here, and I know it's at least in part because he feels sorry for me and thinks I need the company. And maybe he's not wrong, since I don't have the spine or the stomach to tell him he can go.